Hw # 32

In America its citizens have to pay to survive, and pay to die. I have been dying the second I was born. Since I was little I was exposed to a lot of deaths of people I loved around me, I believe this has subconsciously (until it surfaced where the death was directly connected to me) made me aware of the logistics of the life circle. There is no point in fighting the inevitable. I was fully aware of this before we started this unit, but I believe this unit open my eyes to realizing the horrendous part of death is not the death itself rather the industrial atrocities that manipulated it in our society. In the perspective death is even a release from the cruelties of our structures of power, perhaps this is why the moments before death are usually horrendous experiences because it enables the life to let go? This unit has helped me come to terms with reality, that there is injustice and cruelty in the world since the beginning of our time until the end, though it manifest indefinitely. Our history seems to be a constant game of fighting the evils, to encounter the next, "beyond mountains there are more mountains". The question is which infinite (during a lifetime) game do you want to play? We have focused a lot upon the fact that time is finite and is constantly dying and what it would be like to be in "heaven" or a certain moment of eternity? I think we neglected the fact that even though many things are constantly changing ultimately we deal with the same predicament and rules forever, until we die and reach neutrality, another formation of particles, or the whirlwind of universal energy or the thing none of us have ever thought of.